i need all those, i really need. worth.. i realised that i've forgotten about it even though i reminded myself of that in order to comfort myself.. i can't differentiate what's worth it and what is not. damn confused, it's getting messy.
i know i'm not even living for myself. i don't even know what i want. yeah, money is one thing, what's another? happiness? i'm way off the track. }:
how. from sec 2 till now, i've had least impressions on happy things that happened before. all i know is i'm unhappy. }:
now i only know that i need to study.. but i wanna laugh too. but i'm so used to being negative. okay, this is my fault alr. :( :( :(