“life will be better in spring”

April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

BULLSHIT.
sry. but i really feel like saying this word today.
exams are almost over.
zzz. i dont mind if i tried hard but still received poor reults.
the thing i hated is me not doing my best.
hais.
random again.

every afternoon when i took a nap, i'll wake up thinking of the papers i took in the morning. LOL.
so funny.
hate myself.

how the hell many times must i experience conflicting thoughts?
i change this moment,
then another moment.
yeah what the hell's wrong?
surely not multiple personality.
that's too extreme.
but i don't know why!
that's why i can't control my mind.
-.-

hais. WTH. when will this kind of life change?!
when?! can i have more EXCITING AND FUN LIFE?!
wth. cant stand all these boredom alr.
so disgusting.
its like everyday is repeating itself.
like the sun sets, the sun rises; the moon appears, and then disappears.
i walk on the paths to school, then i walk the other paths back home.
zzz.
this kind of life, boringggggggggg.
zzz.

oh yeah.
went out for dinner and reached home at 10pm.
1st time. without adults. lol.
SUBWAYYYY. i your fan now. hahaha.
then we went u.d.d.e.r.s to have dessert.
woah. eat until wanna puke.
Amaretto Black + Snickers Mars thingy ice cream.
double scoop.
woah..
Almond liqeur plus black coffee..
so bitterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. can taste the sweetness of snickers mars.

i'm not doing anything but using com again....
HAIS.