“life will be better in spring”

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omg. i feel so emo whenever i'm at home.
but, there're still things that made me emo outside. -.-

i'm so attracted to lee jun ki. :(
but he's 27 years old alr.
i don't care. hahahaha.
but he likes older woman?
-.-
:( :( :( :( :( :(

i know what to do alr.
stop seeking, cast aside the confusion, and then..
either go back to being emo, or admire my idol and try to be lively. :D

i dislike those ppl in my house.
:)
i might be able to survive if i return to the old self when living here.
hahaha.
cos that's when i don't need anyone to understand me.
ah, but up till now, i still don't need any of those living here to know me.
oh well, who cares about this.?
i will be the survivor.
and to be one, i must be hardworking. T.T
but i'm not.
wth.
i hate it when ppl say i'm alike with either of them.
makes me so disgusted.
i rather be different from them, no matter what i do.





i love monkeys.
:]
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lee jun ki.
:] :] :] :]