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hate roses. they're sadness, not romance.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 || 2:47 AM
o.. m.. g..
i'm dead. physics rocks, i'm the one who sucks.
lol. it'll be such a disappointment. results i mean.
wouldn't be able to achieve it already then. no top fifteen.
i wonder if i'm really serious in achieving good results.
right, i'm not. otherwise i'll do anything to get it.
a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g.
but since i'm not, that means i don't care a single thing about results of subjects i dislike.
i may regret if my O level results suck.
so physics paper one marks the end of prelims.
need to study already..
hais. must really take out books, concentrate, and start learning already.
just finished watching SS501's mv.
GRRR. it's gross, episode 2 is omg- violent.
some guy with four scars across his face just sucked another guys finger and he cut it off using something weird. OMG.
made me went all flustered and my hands turned cold.
then hyunjoong got shot in his chest, writhed in blood on the floor, still wanting to protect that woman.
and who another member got shot too, somewhere near his neck.
oh one more one more, hyun joong threw his dagger and it hit on one stranger's neck from his behind. then after hyun joong left, that 'other' member moved infront and tried pulling the dagger out or something. but imagine this okay, the dagger stabbed that guy's neck deep, try thinking of that member moving it or pulling it out. omg. it's hard. -.-
oh furthermore, when he did that, the stabbed person moved along with his action of pulling the dagger..
i still cannot stand blood.
overcome it overcome it~
one day i shall.
thinking again, maybe i still preferred peaceful and normal life.
but i thought i'll be unsatisfied if my life isn't unusual enough.
-.-
hehe, i cannot stop my imagination from running wild.
cos actually, i have something violent in my mind.
wanted to describe it out.
but nvm. and i've been thinking of such scenes for so long.
