“life will be better in spring”

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OMG.
chinese paper 2 was damn cool!
i wrote untill my fingers hurt and palms sweat, and i even told myself to write till the very last minute before i give up. LOL.
as for paper 1, i think it's the same fate as my english paper 1 too. ):
i wanted to write 报章报道, but i thought i really couldn't think of any good content, so i attempted narrative story.
here's the question, "人生中总有让你感动的时刻，试写出这段经历和你当时的感受。"
alright, i think it's something like that.
so i started brainstorming for some ideas.
and then i realised i could only relate it to ppl crying, and then sadness. -.-
so i thought i side-tracked.
then i started checking up the dictionary on what 感动 means, but, hais, it doesn't help at all..
i came up with a stupid story that isnt touching at all. wth. funny me.

struggling with my own attitude towards studies. hell. it's stupid.
i can't seem to get serious with prelims.
o lvl is approaching. ):
no confidence. need to mug, but didn't mug. ):

depression is good for health.

... kay, just joking.
i'm more used to depression.

... right, this i don't know if i'm just kidding or not.

but i'm freaking optimistic recently. -.-
yes, 'freaking'.

plumeria flowers in school, near the canteen, are blooming and blooming!
-.- really.

i am always talking to myself. ):

hais. i'm super scared this month..
especially when i'm always alone at home and when i encounter weird people..
everytime when i reach home, i will start getting suspicious and when i open the door, i will always imagine a scary figure standing behind it..
then it will be a relief when nothing appears, but i will go look behind the doors just to check that nothing weird is behind.. T.T
i can drive myself insane just by imagining all these..
today i was thinking of some body falling from above and then a grabbing the metal bars of my house's windows. T.T!!
i can never live alone like this. haha.
cos i will 疑神疑鬼..

but sometimes i wished i could communicate with spirits. -.-
while most of the times i will regret having that kind of thought. ):
what a weird being.. haha.

YAY. RANSOM MY HEART!