what i have wanted and seeked for was just recognition. yet in these many years, how little of it has i gained? or mayhaps none.
i don't like this, and this feeling.
and i don't like that essay to be printed out and given to ppl like that. because it wasn't well-written. initially i thought maybe my work has received just that, little little bit of recognition from teacher. but after a second thought, i would say, 'no'.
bahhhhhh. feeling kind of down recently, as in most of the time.