“life will be better in spring”

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VAMILLA BEANZ BEANZ BEANZZZZZ.
okay, VaMilla Beanz from Udders is really cute and delicious. :D
tira-miss-u was bitter, good thing there was a waffle cone.
the little heat in the throat was cool.. :D

somehow, i managed to upset my stomach just now..
don't know why. lol. maybe it's chance to loss weight.
crazy. haha.

zzz. still pain.
maybe tonight cannot sleep well already. ):
nvm.

i thought Do As Infinity was supposed to have stopped releasing albums.
but i just downloaded Eternal Flame, their newest album. :D
nice. better than the album i bought. i've forgotten it's name. -.-

oh yeah.. the police nowadays are really cool too.

17 more days.
i'm freaking scared.
i don't think i'm prepared.
i think i cannot deal with it.
if anything goes wrong for the first paper, i don't think i'll be able to cool myself down.
how.
o levels.
omg.
... alright. i'll just have to think of my target.
fst.
HAIS. what am i supposed to do! ):
still no confidence.. ):
i feel so sick by it that i've been unwilling to speak or joke around much in school. ):

i've got the pleasantest dream last night, or maybe this morning. [:
though i reckon that it was only for a few seconds, cos i think i woke up when that pig opened the door or something. -.-
hais. i swear that was the best dream.
never knew i would dream of something like that.
verily happy, relieved, glad. although it was only for that few seconds.
that's called Bliss.
i felt it.

hahahaha. so emotional right.