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DING DONG.
Thursday, November 5, 2009 || 1:39 AM
i'm currently thinking of a name for new blog address.
it'll be something related to F.T or minhwan. hehe.
day 3. woke up feeling better, and so i thought my appetite will be good for today.
but it turns out that it's not like that. -.-
z.z next time: eat healthy. (though i still won't care much.)
keep feeling that food is stuck halfway in the gullet. it just doesn't move down. not even pull of gravity or peristalsis help. joking~
my whole digestive system is just breaking down bit by bit, and that includes the oseophagus/gullet right.
i just drew the cute characters that minhwan and jaejin likes to draw. LOl.
TSK. i really wanna learn drumming and be a drummer like minhwan but i own no drums at home and i dunno if i can really learn it properly and it's expensive to learn and purchase drums and even if i really buy a drum set there wouldn't be any space at home to let me put them, so what i do, MinHwan always says he has no confidence but i think it needs a lot of courage to decide to be an artiste and now i just need that little bit more of confidence and desire to go and learn drumming, wth i cannot stand it, should i or should i not, what about after learning drumming, what can i do with this skill, but i'm always amazed by people who plays drums professionally and i admire it, so what can i do?
[my whine. -.-]
and it is the same as learning judo too.
the SAW movies always have rating R21.
i'll go crazy if i watch tha movie.
my imagination will go too wild to the extend that i'll be admitted to mental hospital.
and i'll only slowly torture myself there by imagining too much untill i finally die away.
had a another dream last night and.. things like that will only happen in dreams..
i always feel his presence.
the result of thinking too much.
how i hope i could get an A2 for physics.
actually i didn't care much for physics.. but the night before i sat for this paper, i was thinking about certain things and then the next day i feel a bit of- i want an A2 for physics.
don't ever mess with me or make me truely angry.
