“life will be better in spring”

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i just knew that there were rumors saying that jaejin will be leaving F.T Island.

...

i think my mind isn't doing much thinking now, cos just now when i saw JinCY i was thinking for a very long time whose name has JIN in F.T Island. Then after i convinced myself that there's no one's name with JIN, i saw 'JaeJin' on one of the fans' comments. omg.
and i feel that i cannot walk straight. -.-
my mind doesn't want to sleep, but my body does. HAIS.

tmr, i'm going to school.
new environment, new people (argh my gd friends Y.Y), new challenges.
wosh this sucks.
and i shall hope that i can sleep well tonight, cos i haven't been doing so ever since the holidays started (the reason why i wake up at 1 or 2pm is because i can't sleep at 12/1plus though i wanted to).

I'm glad that there was this chalet..

So yesterday adeline came over in the morning before we set off to Pasir Ris.
then after putting down the stuffs in the chalet, we walked out to subway at downtown east to meet yuhui.
so after yichan, nicholas, xz and zy came, we walked back to the chalet.
think we did nothing then, except for staying in the room until it was time for us to prepare for dinner. i only remember us walking here and there, till i was too lazy to walk any more.
at night i helped a little at the bbq pit and didn't really eat. no appetite. lol.
not much difficulty, cos we only need to heat up the food.
later, we went to get kelvin's cake and it was quite screwed. the ants got the cake too. -.-
when we finally lit all the candles and went down, kelvin didn't get to blow them cos of the fan. lol. nice scene there.
but immediately he was smashed on the face with whipped cream.
this was just the beginning..
kelvin washed himself.
they sprayed the foamy thing on him, in his shirts, and in his pants.
someone poured whole cup of the dunno what tomato+chilli sauce+potato chips on his head.
he cleaned himself again.
when he went outside, a whole tub of ice-cream was on top of his head.
haisssss. poor kelvin. lol.
i didn't take part in it but i got a little bit of cream on my face thanks to zw. -.-
nvm i did the same thing back to him since the cake was conveniently beside me.
our chalet is damn dirty. and kelvin drk too much so he puked.
i didn't do much of a help. so sry. ~.~
so after cleaning up he was left to rest near the toilet.
then we talked in the room and waited until yuhui left then we bathed.
bathrooms are frightening okay.
after that i forgot what we did already.
lol. i only know i couldn't sleep, so i didn't.
and adeline, nicholas, vincent and i walked out of Costa Sands to pick up twigs and leaves in order to start a fire.. -.-
oh yeah, and when we went out, they were topless. -.- vincent's damn funny when he said he was shy. lol.
i had two blisterssssssssss, in between my toessssssssssssssss, one on each footttttttttttttttttttt.
when i got back, one of them burst..
grosssssssssssss. and on the other side vincent was deciding on whether he should burst his blister. :
so later they started the fire and were heating up the left-overs.
then we didn't really have anything to do already.
what the hell did we do?
i only know some people were sleeping.
at 5plus, kelvin had to wake up and go to work at capella, and we walked him from downtown east to pasir ris mrt station.
so on the way we just talked and laughed. {:
sat for a while at Mac's with kelvin before yichan, nicholas, adeline and i walked back to the chalet.
when we got back, more people fell asleep.. lol.
we then left at 7am..
hais. chalet ended.

alright i'm damn sad okay.
i don't know why but i kept thinking of what kelvin said before going off.
"don't know when will be the next time we will meet already."
wl. when i received that msg from MOE i was so damn bored.
i mean, not really say bored, but just, i don't feel a bit excited.
I WANT MY SEC 4 'AFTER O LEVELS' HOLIDAYS.
these people are kinda cool cos we did ridiculous stuffs sometimes.
lol. serious.
wk i don't want new school. (neither do i want my old school. -.-)
that's why i only want my HOLIDAYS!!

sad.

nvm still can go out one.