“life will be better in spring”

April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

oh PE sucks!!!
that's only because i couldn't run.
OH i improved by a LITTLE, i can run more than half a lap on the tracks already.
i'm 161cm already eh.
hehehe.
i think it was inaccurate or sth.
-.-

yeah then there was judo today.
all the tumblings made me giddy.
when we were told to find a partner and practice, with the guidance of a senior, so i was with jia ling and then we had no seniors with us again.
then i was like joking, "we're unwanted again" for a quite a few times until the brown belt guy heard it. so embarrassing. x.x
the two j2 guys who stood at the side makes me feel uncomfortable. -.-
cos they keep laughing down there.
after that we were supposed to spar with seniors..
lol. i haven't even put my leg down to kick my opponent's leg and i'm down on the floor already.
not that you totally have no feelings when you fall, but still it was cool. falling isn't that bad. just have to keep yourself from being scared of falling (i'm still quite afraid though. haha.)
next, the seniors fought each other.
then we had to practice the dunno what, but it's a falling thing and i think the few seniors just stood infront of us and talked. lol.
finally!! it was the what rolling break fall thing.
ugh, this one sucks. no matter how i watch them do it, i still cannot do it properly.
when we were left to practice, a j1 green belt and blue belt senior were guiding us.
this is difficult. ):
i think because i slammed onto tatami(learnt this from the green belt guy) in an improper way, that's why i almost sprained my back.
at first i even hit my head onto the tatami. -.-
OH and mr. sulaiman made me go out to the middle and bent over to let the seniors sort of jump over me. actually they kind of 'flipped', not jump.
luckily.. cos i thought he wanted me to do the break fall. x_x
he said that there will be a grading exam in march..

anw, i just realised that they greeted him as sensei(i think).
and, i don't have the habit of bowing before entering and leaving practicing/fighting area.

i seriously don't know what's going to happen to my drumming lessons cos he said he wanted to put J1 judo training on friday 5pm.
SO damn zhun?
cos judo usually ends after 2hrs and i have drums at 7pm.
like wth ah.
sian.

my back aching.
old already.

haha.