“life will be better in spring”

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today i keep 'shooting' someone in my class. and i told him i hate councillors in his face when he's currently campaigning for it.
zzz. maybe i should restrain myself a bit. stop being so rude.

today's Judo was quite nice.
i kinda like randori, though sometimes i'm being freaked out by it.
coach made the A Div team stand on one side and the rest of us sort out among ourselves to form another team so that both teams can fight.
i was the first to go!! only one pair of ppl spar, so i was quite scared and it seemed that the referree(another black belt) can see it from the way i looked.
then it was a lousy play, a lousy wazari.
during the fight, i realised the many many mistakes which i made, but my body doesn't act according to my mind.
i wanted to turn in and do throw, in the end i was afraid that i'll be too slow, then i gave up the thought of it. lousy. ):
sighs. after the randori, i'm sure seniors who thought they didn't fight well are feeling down and frustrated now.
i understand the feeling. T.T it must be worse for them because A Div is approaching soon.
jiayou, seniors!