“life will be better in spring”

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got our judogis yesterday!!
i love it man. but i'm very scared that i cannot get yellow tip. x.x
the coach still came and asked whether i'm excited to get the gi or not.
OF COURSE mannnn. i was happy until i almost kept smiling to myself.
he has black belt with his name on it one, cool lorrrr!
yeah so we needed to do different kinds of break falls, and up till now i can only do one properly (i think), that's why i'm very afraid that i cannot pass the grading exam which is supposed to be on 17th march!!!
if i cannot pass, then i cannot fight.
what to do!!
but anw the seniors were quite good.
aloysius came out to help when jl and i didn't know how to do rolling breakfall during every turn.
i saw him talking halfway then suddenly stepped into the tatamis. and other seniors were like, trying to let JC1s stand in front so that we can see the coach's demonstration.
SPARRING WAS FUN.
i wanna improve a lot within a year, hopefully.
(: (: (:
i can only do osoto kari now.. T.T no shoulder throws for me.
too many problems: wrong footsteps/ slow movement, hip cannot go in, legs cannot squat/ bend, and cannot carry opponent up. -.-
damn it la.
anw i'm going to see a doctor for my back.
i hope there's nothing serious with it, maybe i just hurt my ribs.
if that's the case, then i'll force myself to forget about the pain.

i changed today's drums lesson for The One 2010!
so guilty la.. especially when i'm so noob at it..
i think i'm a total failure in drumming and judo.
TOTALLY NO TALENT.
yeah the show was great. the people around us were seriously funny.
first, there was this performer who wore a big, red cap or whatever it's called on her head, so the people in front called her SUPER MARIO. asshole sia. lol.
then they keep scolding those ppl behind us cos they screamed and shouted too loudly.
still got one indian guy playing with his iphone's light. he was like, "5,6, 7, 8, BLEH" and he shined the light on his face. dumb la. haha.
the most funny thing was that when the back row ppl used their phones as lightsticks and waved, the ppl in front of us (aloysius and his friends) were quite irritated already.
so all of them took out their Iphones and purposely faced the screens towards the back row ppl and waved their hands.
WTH!! THIS WAS DAMN EPIC OF THEM!! had a good laugh since they only stopped doing it after a while.
they're so cool. haahaa.

MATHS AND PHYSICS TESTS NEXT WEEK!
i'm sure i'll flunk 'em.