arghhh curse me. damn it! went running today and after 2 rounds i felt GIDDY and felt like vomitting. dunno wth happened man. but i felt super, horribly sick until i thought i would die. -.- why am i so weak?!?! T.T ahh anyway this is what happens when i push myself, that's why i never dared to do my best in running. sighs. whatever. today i realised that it's too easy for me to be able to give up on myself. and luckily i was with adeline, hey thanks eh!