“life will be better in spring”

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AHH! got back chem test's results ytd. 13/30!! sighsss. too slack already la. ><
and i failed NAPFA 2.4km run for the first time in NY. how pathetic, though i was quite elated with the improvement of about 3 mins faster?
sighhhhs! curse my damned right leg.

we played games during ytd's judo and had randori. lousy fight la! wl.
oh then i hurt my knee slightly when the coach made us do cartwheels..
sighhs. stupid right knee. why so weak!
then again, it's the 'mental' thing, if i think it doesn't hurt then it's a minor injury or maybe not even an injury, if i keep thinking that it hurts then i'll keep worrying about it.

this morning judokas went to help biz club ppl with the balloons and i got so screwed up. :\
hate balloons now. they're so irritating. -.-
cos of the balloons i had to stand in the sun and among the J2s for sooooo long.
luckily i know zhengyi and his class was somewhere near, otherwise i would have felt so damn awkward trying to distribute the balloons to 0930, a class that i cannot find.

and sooooo fortunately today's classes end early!! (:
but i feel guilty for not gyming and running as i promised so. ):
instead of training myself, i went with yizhen and daryl to have lunch at Popeye's.
i can only say that yizhen knows sooooo many ppl. hahaa.
today then i know daryl is quite funny uh. a bit gl also.
so yizhen was like: why beatty produce such different ppl uh? lol.
but then!! most of the times i CANNOT understand what they were saying. perhaps there's a generation gap. ><
the most gl thing that daryl did was, trying to bump into ppl and block their ways while acting that he was texting. he did that all the way from the coffee bean there till subway there.. epic huh? hahaa.
after eating i went to yizhen's house to do hw but ended up wasting most of my time watching drama. ):

MY GP HOW?!
ECONS HOW?!
MATHS HOW?!
CHEM HOW?!
PHYSICS HOW?!
PW HOW?!
JUDO HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??!?!??!?!
): ): ):

i dunno why i'm throwing temper siaaa cos i almost wanted to be pissed at dean until tmr.
but in the end, i didn't.
tskkk.