“life will be better in spring”

April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

went to school. not feeling very great. neutral. received Sticky candies from zhengyi. so good right. haha. i was wondering who gave me that during assembly. after gp, saw dean. after my break, quarreled with him. gone case. starting emo-ing. my maths test sure 1/10 already. fabulous. guilty. damn guilty over the maths test. okay. i apologised. had no idea why he got pissed off so easily. he got so angry that he said 'wtf' in his sms. told him it was my fault. maybe i really sounded too rude or irritating. but he replied with an 'ok'. fine. didn't watch BG's performances. except for a short part of Ring Ding Dong which they danced with Xplizit. didn't want to look at him. tried to study for physics outside lt4. jl watched BG's Heartbeat and Gee. they said he looks injured or sth. even yz was worried i guess. pt. ran the last round and saw him. i looked away again. even when i saw aloy thrice during pt, it doesn't help make my day better. on the way home, i ended up texting him.

it just seems that you really don't care about me, isn't it?

k gimme one month. cos you're a bit distracting and that isn't worth it.