i feel crushed now. all i did was break my arm and it's taking away two competitions from me. seriously going through depression now. there was this email sent to judokas. Singapore Judo Federation has invited a lot of people, including those winners of A division and age group competition, to take part in the athlete selection program that will be held on this saturday. not that i will be selected, but i don't even get the chance to play in the only 2 competitions for this year. all these are crushing me.
i slept and slept and slept for lots of hours i guess. can't be bothered to count. had the most ridiculous dream-of-the-week. or maybe it could be month. dreamt of you, dreamt of how i was thinking of you, and dreamt of how sad i was because of you. wth?