you leave me thinking about it constantly.. as well as yearning for it. you could have just ignored it since i've never expected you to really do that. and i was looking at you, were you looking for me too? :\
he's not my bf. neither does he like me, right? why do i have to go through this over and over again every week. i'm really bad at focusing on the right things y'know. so don't distract me already. 我真的真的很想把书念好, 可是现在我满脑子里只有他。我知道现我已经开始读书了, 不能在这个时候半途而废。 必须更努力地控制自己的情绪, 要不然到最后, 后悔的人会是我自己。。。 sighs i know i shouldn't be affected by such feelings anymore. 7 more weeks to promo.