“life will be better in spring”

April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

another week just flew past like this.
promo arriving in around 5 weeks' time, A level's in 10 weeks' time and after that it's our Oral Presentation for PW?
sighs. so many things to do, so many stuffs to handle, so many distractions that i should get rid of... i'm finally feeling tired again.

actually, am i even preparing myself and doing my best to prepare for promo or not?
i can't even handle a simple physics test..

yesterday was the last judo training. ):
we practiced uchimata and stomach throw. noob ttm. i don't know how people can do uchimata or even ken-ken uchimata..
coach won't be there during the competition next week. ): so i'm kind of scared now.
small bruises all over my legs. the less obvious one hurts the most. (Y)

shall start all over again, and i'm seriously tired of doing this again and again. If i'm so unimportant, just leave me alone then. don't do certain things for the sake of doing them and don't suddenly send random texts anymore.
it's all i ask for right now.

PS: i miss the days when i was obsessed with F.T Island. Beautiful Journey is an awesome korean album (though their hair looks bad now). Finally they have released something "relatively emo".