around you, you have people who will always be there when you need them. but you will also have those who won't be there, and sometimes, they just happen to be the ones you needed the most at certain point of time. there are those whom you care about, but they don't bother about you. there are those whom you think you know who they are, but it ended up that they ain't that simple. and there are many just-not-meant-be(s) out there.
i think i haven't been honest enough. and in the end i'm still a coward. it has been dragging for so long because i've been reluctant to set my mind on doing it. things should change for nowwww. for the sake of my only <3. HAHA. crazy.