i can't just do whatever i want, because there are other things that i need to do. i'm so tired seriously. staying at home doesn't help, studying alone doesn't help. okay now i realise perhaps only judo training, gyming and watching Glee takes him off my damn mind. my promo is at stake. o-m-g. i really don't know what to do.
now i really really hate studying alone. BECAUSE OF YOU. ): can you tell me what you're thinking and what you're feeling? were you really jealous? did you really want to talk to me when you texted me? omg just tell meeeee. i'm dying soon. i hate what i'm feeling now seriously. ):