Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

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They told me to believe; that it's alright to ask; and to at least give it a try for anything.
I think they're awesome.

-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Thursday, October 14, 2010 || 6:08 AM

forget about I&R. i'm not in the damn mood to do it.

there was this sudden thought, sudden feeling: no one knows me.
the real me isn't who i am now. maybe i look happier, maybe it's good for me to be who i am now. but it's just not me.
i'm that cool, cold, depressed, stubborn, ignorant, selfish and lazy person. i've always wanted to and been trying to be who i should be. and it's not making me any happier.
nobody really likes "long term" loneliness i guess.
it's just that different people has different ways to deal with the loneliness.
i think i've been forcing myself to feel contented.

guess the insecurity and low confidence + self-esteem are eating into me again.