wl one bullshit comes and all the other bullshitS come as well. lucky i have friends whom i can really talk to. otherwise i'll freaking just feel like dying. talked on phone for 2h last night. this hasnt been happening for dunno-how-many-decades. i'm old enough to die. okay crap. i freaking freaking tired.
i seriously can't freaking pretend. i can't pretend that i can face you. neither can i freaking pretend that i didn't see you. freaks. FREAKS. FREAKSSS!!
and i just hate people, who scold vulgarities at me, TOO MUCH. too bad. no more "goodie good friends" anymore. well done. so awesome.